Venting time

I've been told that life, is hard. Life can be a bitch. Things come and go. However no one ever told me that in my lifetime I would feel abandoned by my own mother.. She decided to kick me out. We had our fights, and we always worked through them previously, but this time things changed. We weren't making up. We lost communciation for months. When we finally decided to talk to each other again, we had the same old fights over and over again.. she wanted me to accept her boyfriend, the one I never liked. She kept pushing it upon me, until I finally reached the breaking point and set her straight. There was no way I could keep the feelings inside any longer. I felt broken& hurt. Instead of being understanding my mother chose what she always did, her boyfriend. From then on she hurt me in ways I didnt even know she could. She hurt my family, and now our life has been altered greatly. I dont understand how her boyfriend is more important than her child, but now I know I meant little to her, and Im coming to terms with that now.